Thursday, February 11, 2010

friendly reminders

i was going to title this post lessons i learned this week, but they really arent lessons i learned, just htings i already knew and was reminded of cause i never learn them.

*a clean home is a happy home. i love a clean kitchen and a sink free from dishes
*procrastination will always bring a lot of unwanted stress
*group projects with 6 girls are impossible nothing ever gets accomplished with everyone's different opinions and off topic conversations
*math is hard
*groceries at winco are much cheaper than at broulims
*being a senior in college is hard... even if my major is elementary education
*staying up past my bedtime makes me real tired the next day
*not having to scrape my windows in the morning makes me happy
*its hard to go to school when jared isnt
*having a dinner menu created for the whole month makes cooking a lot less stressful
*online classes are hard. i take one every semester and i never have and never will get a good grade
*basically a lot of things are hard
*i have the best husband in the world who is so patient with me. and still makes me dinner, does the dishes, sweeps the kitchen floor and vacuums even after iv hung up the phone on him cause im stressed and mad and he's the only one i can take it out on.

this was one of the craziest weeks ive had in a long time. all week i felt like i was running around like a chicken with my head cut off. im so sick of school... so so so so so so so sick of it. you know how people talk about hitting a wall when they run a marathon, i think i hit that wall with school. i have no motivation and no desire to do anything. i quit. im dropping out.

(ya right, who are we kidding... jared would never let me)

phew! now that all thats off my chest i feel much better
162 days left till graduation!

5 comments:

Amie said...

haha oh brielle I freakin love you!

Kelcie said...

I totally know how you feel. You get to your last semester or two and you just don't care. Don't worry, it gets more exciting the closer it gets. Because you know you will be done. I don't know how it will be being an elementary school but I know my job sucks, I'd rather be in school. Enjoy it while you can! Miss you guys, haven't seen ya in a while, we should hang out!

Joel & Megan said...

I'm sorry. School is hard, but keep hanging in there. You're almost done!

. said...

Don't worry, it'll be over soon! That wall is the reason Dave took this job instead of going for his masters. That and money in the bank seemed better than more school debt! Lol! Hang in there! And if you ever need a free place to run away to, we'll be here :)

Cheris said...

Darn you!!! I'm crying!!! Thanks for giving me those reminders!!! They are all so simple but aren't those the things we always seem to forget first? I'm glad you're getting close to being done!! Keep it up. It will be worth it soon!!